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OK, brain, enough with the insomnia. I'm not sure how many times I've seen 4 or 5 AM over the past week, but it's too many. Today especially I feel ill. I know I deserve to be fed into a wood chipper, but sleep is kind of incompatible with repeating visions of that and the lying awake crying in terror and whatnot, yanno?

(*goes face-down in the mashed potatoes*)