this is just a note to myself so i don't forget what i was thinking - more (or more coherency) later maybe --
mixture/aspect whatever thing needing to connect with people same as name fit with others of same have to be like. needing to have a specific answer for everything. trying to fill in perceived lacks in myself. adding more layers to be less inadequate.
mixture/aspect whatever thing needing to connect with people same as name fit with others of same have to be like. needing to have a specific answer for everything. trying to fill in perceived lacks in myself. adding more layers to be less inadequate.