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[arethinn]

i know it's unlikely that i'll get any better myself if i'm not around it but it just hurts so much to be around so many better people all the time. i can't take it. i can't stand to watch. i can't stand the feelings of inferiority. i can't stand the nagging screaming that i'm trying too hard to be something i'm not.

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[windtree.livejournal.com]

eep?
Is this about what I think it's probably about, or something else?
*hugs*

[arethinn]

it depends what you think it's about (it's related to othe recent posts, but also some other stuff) but you're probably at least partly right.