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[arethinn]

I am just so fucking stressed out and in limbo on so many things that I just don't know what to do with myself. I hate not knowing what is going to happen, not even what kind of thing is going to happen, since that takes away my ability to come up with a coping strategy. I don't have to have complete control, but I need to have enough of it or I just go *kapow*!

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[starlightforest.livejournal.com]

Heh.. this is probably a bit lost on you because some of it was talked about in posts on a special-topic filter that you don't happen to be on. Basically it's a combination of wondering when the hell I am going to get my Canadian visa, plus wishing it would hurry up and be next Thursday when I am going for a visit, plus trying to organize a group camping event and having a very hard time of it.