in a quandary

Despite all my rantings to the contrary I am actually seriously considering taking the OML job, for a variety of reasons which I don't care to ramble on about at length at the moment. But I feel like I am too close to the situation to see clearly. I don't know what I should do. It occurs to me that just about everything that I said I wanted for the past year or more, I have gotten -- but it turned out that not everything I thought I wanted was actually the best course of action ("careful what you ask for, you might get it"). I feel like I am in such a place now. I want different things for different reasons, but I don't seem to be able to "see" far enough to know which is really the right one, in terms of placing me better for how things will turn out in the end. Would anyone out there feel comfortable doing a probability-web scan, or a runecasting, or a tarot reading or anything?

in a quandary

Despite all my rantings to the contrary I am actually seriously considering taking the OML job, for a variety of reasons which I don't care to ramble on about at length at the moment. But I feel like I am too close to the situation to see clearly. I don't know what I should do. It occurs to me that just about everything that I said I wanted for the past year or more, I have gotten -- but it turned out that not everything I thought I wanted was actually the best course of action ("careful what you ask for, you might get it"). I feel like I am in such a place now. I want different things for different reasons, but I don't seem to be able to "see" far enough to know which is really the right one, in terms of placing me better for how things will turn out in the end. Would anyone out there feel comfortable doing a probability-web scan, or a runecasting, or a tarot reading or anything?