Now that I have a SIN I'm deep in quandary about what to actually DO. Do I try to wait for that perfect job that combines being at least related to what I can actually do (rather that trying to say "uh, sure, I can do technical writing!" when my degree is totally off compass from that and I have no prior experience in it), being local, my salary requirements, not having to get up at godawful in the morning, and not absolutely hating what I do? Am I being stubborn and not "allowing" by insisting on a certain combination of characteristics? Should I give them up one by one and take whatever I can get that fulfills the rest (assuming anyone actually even wanted to hire me)? All the other jobs I've had in my life I walked into by a combination of luck (right place/right time) and knowing someone who was able to turn me on to them (what you know, who you know). Should I try to wait until that happens again? Or because I didn't follow
enotsola's advice and apply for the UoW cataloguing position despite not having a SIN (hoping to convince them that it would be here Real Soon Now), have I blown the chance I was given? Did I manage to "manifest" that and then not recognize that it was for me, or was the fact that it didn't occur at the right time a sign that it wasn't? Or have I got wrong ideas of "the right time"? Should I try for something in Toronto even though I really don't want to live there, but don't want to commute that far either? (I'd have no choice but to do so for a few months at least - hard to rent an apartment with no income and no rental history. I certainly can't move there first.) Was I, perhaps, even wrong to think I was supposed to leave the US in the first place? Am I being too hard on myself and feeling too pressured to find something immediately? Why did it seem so easy the other times and this time it's not? What am I supposed to be doing?
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Date: Jun. 27th, 2006 10:27 pm (UTC)From:Haven't probed craigslist yet but everything is in Toronto, very very small section for KW where I am. AFAICT indeed doesn't cover Canada but I've only given that the barest glance. Been looking at workopolis a lot - thousands of listings there. The problem is not so much "where do I find job listings?" but "where the hell do I find a job doing the only thing I know how to do?" ... just having a brain doesn't cut it. My specialized skills are in a narrow field that jobs don't pop up in that often. My broad, transferrable skills are only apparently worth about $10 an hour by themselves (and I need at least $14, better $16, especially for contract work that gives no benefits).
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Date: Jun. 27th, 2006 11:04 pm (UTC)From:what did your old job descrition look like?
what software did you use?
how many people did you get to be in charge of?
part of the game is - differant companies call the same skill set many differant things.
my last gig I was the "global systems coordinator"
but - from MY desk it looked a LOT like
Account Payable
;-D
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Date: Jun. 27th, 2006 11:38 pm (UTC)From:My job was called "Senior Library Technician" and it's not really applicable to much else, I'm afraid. Hence comments about data entry, administrative assistant (which I'm doubtful of).. I've screwed myself into the ground.
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Date: Jun. 28th, 2006 12:00 am (UTC)From:do web searches for
Unicorn, OCLC Connexion,
and the like.
I have skills in SAP and Oracle 11i
and those pull up jobs for me.
(crosses fingers)